It's brking again....y??

Rite after tis post....i hav gt in2 a deepen self
The heart tt ties my br0ken heart....it's loosening again
The knot tt ties up my heart...brking up again.....
Y my life stinks,everytime tis kinda stuff happens 2 mi
All those gd memories r fading away.....
N nw those dark memories r returning.........
I knw its hard 2 say gdbye...Bt i dun 1 2 leave u...
Yet,u r leaving mi...
N nw,my nightmare has juz begun
The knot is loosening,n its bout 2 brk in2 2pieces
Tis time,the impact's gting worse......
It cn loose anytime....The knives r stabbing my heart
4 tis time,i juz gt a even deeper stab in the heart
Th heart bleeds like nvr b4.....
My whole heart is bleeding...coz the knot is loosening
leaving a small opening 4 my heart 2 bleed
Plus the knives r stabbing deeply
The more deep it gts,the m0re i feel like dying
I dun0 wat 2 d0,yet it juz gting w0rse........
Pls,some1,any1,help mi!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah.............XC T.T
It hurts in my heart,n it cnt stops....
Pls help mi.................................T.T